this is a mix of a sasunaru and a poem i wrote!!!! ENJOY!!!!!!
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the tears,
i can not stop them,
as they fall from my cheeks,
and on to the ground.



naruto lay on the ground numb, no more could he feel, no more can he move, no more does he want to live, in this cruel world the punishes him so. why must he suffer? why must he die? because he was born. because he held a demon within him.



i sit in this room,
in my small little ball,
in the corner of my self pity.



naruto knew only of one, the one, who he would try to live on for, try to smile again for, try to love again for, but that one was gone, long gone. that one had seen him like this and panicked, and like any normal panicked person the one ran and didn't even look back at the bleeding blonde.




you could have saved me,
you could have stopped my tears,
but you got scared,
you saw me like this and got scared.



naruto's eyes clouded when he saw him leave, if he left naruto had no reason to live, no reason to put on his fake smile and run around town acting like nothing was wrong, he had no reason to be the number one knuckle headed ninja, he had no reason to keep his eyes open any more.




you never noticed,
how i was losing weight,
how the dark rings around my eyes were growing,
how i seemed to talk less and less everyday.



naruto could hear someone coming, but he knew, it was not him, why would he come back? he didn't care if naruto was hurt, he hurt naruto enough times himself, why would he care? why would anyone care? "NARUTO!!!" why would anyone care.........why.....care..?




you didn't see me,
you saw past me,
or you saw the past me,
you saw the me you wanted to see.




naruto could feel himself being lifted into strong arms, warm arms, save arms. naruto's eyes were open but he could only see blurs of reds from the blood and other colors from he's holder. naruto lifted his hand up. "who?"




i missed you,
when you ran i cried more,
with my black painful tears,
why did you leave when i need you most?



the person holding naruto didn't answer instead the person ran. naruto could tell by the blurs passing quickly by. why were they helping, who were they, who would want to help naruto, he was useless, he was a demon, he was a nobody and a nothing, he couldn't even make a weapon.




you came back,
tears running down your own cheeks,
you hugged me and said you were sorry,
i was just happy you didn't forget me.



"naruto, hold on, please don't leave me." naruto's mind couldn't find where he had heard that voice before, that beautiful voice, that calming voice, that protective and strong voice. "i'm so sorry i ran, i just was scared when i saw you like this, it reminded me of my family." who was this, why did they care, naruto was going to live, not with out him, not if he wasn't with him. "please don't leave me, naruto."




i loved you,
you loved me,
i wanted to die,
and you saved my life.



"who?" once again naruto questioned his own voice for the holder didn't answer naruto's question. when the hold stopped running naruto found he was in a very warm room, or was it just that's he was cold? naruto could tell nor did he care. naruto was placed on a big soft thing. "please naruto, please i beg you don't leave me. i can't live with out you, your my light in my dark world."




now that you saved me,
you don't see the fake me,
the mask i wear to everyone else,
you see the real me.



naruto could feel himself being stripped, taking the wet clothes off aloud more warmth to find his ice cold skin. he saw blurs of a blue shirt being removed from the holders body and it was thrown to the side. "i'll help warm you naruto." naruto felt himself being picked up into a warm bare chest. the person layed down with naruto so their bare skin wee touching. naruto knew he was naked how else could he feel the warmth of his holder's skin everywhere? "this has to warm you up naruto, i don't know what else to do."




warm my cold guarded heart,
love me as long as you can,
save my life,
and be with me.



naruto closed his eyes and opened them again making them somewhat clearer. "who?" naruto's voice must have came out this time for the holder jumped up from where he was laying and looked at naruto's face. "naruto?!" naruto blinked again and could see that his holder had black hair. "who are you?" the holders hand touched naruto face. "can't you see me, naruto?" naruto blinked again and it was almost clear. "sa-sasuke?". "thats right naruto, it's me." naruto reached up for sasuke face and sasuke leaned into the touch. "you saved me?" "of course naruto, i love you."




now it's the end,
that was my love story,
the story of my life,
and how it almost ended.



"i love you too sasuke, please don't leave me again."